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cautions, this is a random post of me, no specific focus, just to make all the sawang2 in my blog disappears...okie, lets start

1) i luv the tv show dare to dream in 8tv,it's like a motivational boosts for me, this week is about an interior designer who really succeeds in his job, currently working in new york, if i am not mistaken laa, n guess what, he is from Kelantan, hehe, bangga jap ngan oghe klate kito;p,

anyway, i do remember his words...
he said that he is loving what he is doing n very passionate about his job,
and i think that is the essence in making him succeed....

it makes me wonder, what do i really enjoy doing???
besides watching tv n sleeping lar kan, hem, mcm xde hala tuju jek hidup aku ni,
at first, i thought i wanna be a lecturer, get master, get Phd n then be a lecturer, sounds easy isn't it...
turns out, lecturer is not really my path, i obviously know now that i truly madly deeply HATES research n for some obvious reason, if u want to become lecturer in uni's, research is a must, in PhD u must also do research,
if i could turn back time, there is noooo way i would have pick the same route i've for now, but maybe...just maybe, GOD have something planned ahead for me, who knows right, as for now, i am just doing all i can to finish up my Master, hoping, forcing to read n work(obviously not enjoying), n just praying everything will end up just fine...

2) my money makin kurang kurang n kurang, n most of them disebabkan makanan..
monday-kenny rogers, craving for the black pepper sauce
friday- secret recipe, curry seafood laksa memanggil2
today-hampir2 beli kfc bila tgok aya beli tp xjadi, n skarang baru lepas makan tako ball midv
n lots more la, but all above yg paling mahal, xtaula nape bulan puasa nih, my cravings is sooo menggila2, like this evening, i've browsed recipe website n jupe resipi daging dendeng...huuu, sedaaapnyer, teringat ingat daging dendeng mak wawa, hehehehe,
ikut hati, sushi king is on the waiting list, tapi huhuuuu, tarak duit laaa, nak simpan untuk raya n few other things, i've bought something from yat, later i tell aaa...

3) i am a blog stalker, each day i stalk other people's blog, xkesahla orang yg aku kenal ke...xkenal ke...da jadi addicted lak, bukak2 je pc, terus bloghop, but then baca jela, komen nya malas, yes i know, i am a very bad blog reader, tapi utk sape2 yg ade nuffnang 2, at least, aku da naikkan hit korang kaan kan kan???(ayat nak cover rasa bersalah)

4) talking about nuffnang, dulu aku nak jugak letak ads dia dlm blog, tapi xtau la kenapa, each time i edit the codes, n i've properly doing the step by step instructions, bila nak save je ada error, banyak kali try pun, asyik error yg sama, last2 aku fed up, terus xbuat, nyampah...huh... melepas peluang nak dapat duit, tapi sbb aku pun jarang update, so xdela memberi efek sgt puuun, xkesaaah, tapi still jugak nak berusaha masukkan;p, nanti2 la bila aku rajin, hehe

hem, 2 jela, kita akhiri dengan Assalamualaikum